I will never do this again. I thought I was having a heart attack tonight …
I’ve never been this sick in my life. To anyone who has had bulimia, stop! It’s not worth it in the end. Fuck the media! You do not have to look like anything other than yourself.
I have trained my body to think food is bad for it.
Eating should not hurt.
I spent the evening in a desperate panic at my mothers writhing in pain and fighting my own body to keep food down.
Fuck being a skeleton! I just want to be healthy and alive.
I haven’t puked in 4 days after doing it 3-4 times a day off and on for maybe 5 years.
Your are beautiful the way you are …
My thoughts go out to anyone who can relate.